KEEP TALKING YOUR SHIT WHORE!!!! OBVIOUSLY YOU DON'T HAVE ANY FRIENDS TO BACK YOU UP!!! AND WHY DO U KEEP CALLING ME UGLY...OK..JUST WHATEVA...UMMM..I GUESS THATS WHY GUYS CHECK ME OUT AND ASK FOR MY NUMBER..GEE CUZ I'M UGLY...I GUESS!!! LIKE IT DOESN'T HURT ME WHEN YOU CALL ME THAT; IT JUST MAKES ME LAUGH...BUT IF YOU GOT SOMETHING TO SAY, I GUESS YOU COULD SAY IT TO MY FACE CUZ I'LL BE THERE TUESDAY NIGHT..AND PLEASE DON'T BRING YOUR LOSER FRIENDS INTO IT OR YOUR FAMILY THAT HAS NO MORAL VALUE...BUT WHATEVER I GUESS!!! I HAVE A LIFE

P.S.---> TO MY FRIENDS----GUYS I'LL BE HOME TUESDAY NIGHT...GOING TO MINT ON WEDNESDAY NIGHT AND X/S THURSDAY NIGHT AND PROGRESSO ON SATURDAY NIGHT..WE SHOULD ALL GET TOGETHER..OH AND I MIGHT HAVE A GET TOGETHER AT MY CASA..SO IF YOU KNOW MY DIGITS..CALL ME UP...SEE YA'LL SOON

ok so my boyfriend doesn't want me to post these pictures because he doesn't approve of them...and i say WHO GIVES A FUCK!!! i think everyone should be able to embrace their body. i know that i am not skinny but i am trying to work on that. so i say regardless if you are a size 0 or a size 16 or whatever...you're body is still beautiful and the most precious thing that you should cherish. god gave you that body so take advantage of it...u only live once!!!!

p.s. if i offended anybody i am sorry.... ;)

oh and here's one of me and my crazy friend samantha at the mall (i love her!!!)

ok here goes test #1 for mythology...wish me luck guys (i haven't even read for that stupid class)! hey you never know, maybe the lectures helped me out some!! oh here are my other test results:

algebre-->90
psychology-->90
biology-->B (i don't know the number grade)

well i think i did very well

pray for me please!!!!! :(

hey guys...i might go home again!!!! hahahaha...sry i can't live without my baby

so now it's time for a memorable update. here are some pics i took while the love of my life was here. it was a lot of fun. when they got here saturday, we went to go eat at chili's and then we went to the new mall across the street from my school. that mall was badass!!! i loved it. then we dropped off the girls at the my chemical romance concert. it was so funny because joey and i had to walk to the mall from sunset station to but them disposable cameras (they didn't allow digital cameras). yea and then we left and went to a used cd store and ross (at a shopping center that i like). we then got some fast-food and chilled at my place. BUT FUCK I HADN'T READ YET...so my love and i went to barnes and nobles to "study". i actually read. how funny. and today we went to the movies (exorcism of emily rose) and then they left. that movie was freaky. so yea...i'll shut up now and left u see the pics...


having fun in my apartment (can't u tell?!)

apartment #2104 (in case anyone just show up)







look...u can see my school 4rm my apartment (sry its blurry)







my kitchen and mama in my bed










joey...asleep...again










ALL GAY!!






cecily and mel







mama and mel










I LOVE THAT BEAR!!!







cecily and I










Fuck!! i think he looks hot...







MAMA... i <3 u!!!







and that's it...just wait till 2 weeks from now!! LoL!!!

well this was a fun weekend!!! but joey just left...and i'm gonna cry for another 3 hours! why does this happen to me. i cry everytime he leaves. i can't help it. it hurts me. guys i miss him so much. even though we are still together it's not the same. i mean he can't walk me to class anymore, i'm not there to kiss him goodbye and tell him to have a good day. I LOVE HIM SO MUCH!! but it'll pay off; before i know it we'll be living together (and at each other's throats) and then we'll be married and having kids. GOD, WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME!! i really love this guy. i can't wait. i just need support right now. i need to relax and stop worrying. everything will be fine, i know it and joey knows it. thank you God for everything you've given me, i am truley, truely blessed...

FUCK YOU HURRICANE RITA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'M SO PISSED. I FUCKING HAD TO DRAG A VACCUM ALL THE WAY TO MY APARTMENT FROM THE FUCKING HOUSING, THEN I HAD TO HURRY AND WASH CLOTHES (because they're gonna close everything at 5), SO I DID AND ONE OF MY FAVORITE BLACK SHIRTS GOT BLEACHED ON!!! NOOOO!!!!! ALL BECAUSE THAT STUPID HURRICANE, EVERYTHING IS CLOSING EARLY (INCLUDING THE LAUNDRY FACILITIES)!! SO NOW I HAVE TO RUSH MY ASS BEFORE 5 P.M. AND I HAVE CLASS IN 40 MINUTES AND....I WANNA GO HOME AND USE MY OWN WASHER...FOR FREE!!!! *CRYING*...DADDY....BUY ME A WASHER....PLEASE....
joey, my love, i hope you do come. i hope your mom doesn't back out at the last minute. i need you right now. i love you baby!

oh shit today's our anniversary..HAPPY ONE YEAR AND 3 MONTHS BABE (if you ever read it)!!! well i g2g to stupid mythology class...hey but u gotta love Zeus he was a true pimp...hahaha. food for thought

ok so here's the latest on Rita. it doesn't look too bad now. if it keeps going north it'll hit louisiana again (sry but i wanna see my fiance). i hope that happens. well anyway i checked online and they're not gonna cancel the concert. nope they said to dress "accordingly" sice its outside. looks like mel and her friend are gonna get...WET!!! hahaha so yeah compare this pic with last entry's and you'll see the difference....i hope

ok...so joey, melissa, mama, and karla are supposed to come over this weekend right? ok but that fucking hurricane might ruin things.. first of all on saturday its gonna rain like a mother fucker and the my chemical romance concert might be cancelled (don't know yet). not that i really care, but i know melissa is really looking foward to it (right sis?!) so yeah and i hope joey's mom (mama) doesn't get this crazy idea not to come. PLEASE U HAVE TO COME!!! it's not gonna hit here, its just gonna rain and maybe (just maybe) be a little windy. ok i'm just trying to soften the blow here guys (in case u didn't figure it out). FUCKING BITCHY, ASS HURRICANE FUCKING RITA!! what's going on with "mother earth" here. sry to many methephorical phrases from my mythology class that get stuck in my head (and the proper term is "Ge," but that's another story/lesson). oh and by the way tomorrow is 1 year and 3 months (we're in september right?!) sry i have a fucking headache, my stomachs been acting up, i'm really tired, and joey never stops calling!! oh but i love him. oh my friend jesse saw a picture of him and said "he's soooo cute!" awwww....i'm so proud of my gorditos. I LOVE HIM!!! so i guess that's it. i'd still like to bitch some more but i think u all know what i'm gonna say. i'll just leave a pretty picture for everyone to look at... right!!! fucking shithead hurrican...pinche suzia, mamona, cabrona.....