"The stroke of death is as a lover's pinch"

I HATE STUPID BITCHES!!!!

2005-12-12T06:57:17Z

KEEP TALKING YOUR SHIT WHORE!!!! OBVIOUSLY YOU DON'T HAVE ANY FRIENDS TO BACK YOU UP!!! AND WHY DO U KEEP CALLING ME UGLY...OK..JUST WHATEVA...UMMM..I GUESS THATS WHY GUYS CHECK ME OUT AND ASK FOR MY NUMBER..GEE CUZ I'M UGLY...I GUESS!!! LIKE IT DOESN'T HURT ME WHEN YOU CALL ME THAT; IT JUST MAKES ME LAUGH...BUT IF YOU GOT SOMETHING TO SAY, I GUESS YOU COULD SAY IT TO MY FACE CUZ I'LL BE THERE TUESDAY NIGHT..AND PLEASE DON'T BRING YOUR LOSER FRIENDS INTO IT OR YOUR FAMILY THAT HAS NO MORAL VALUE...BUT WHATEVER I GUESS!!! I HAVE A LIFE

P.S.---> TO MY FRIENDS----GUYS I'LL BE HOME TUESDAY NIGHT...GOING TO MINT ON WEDNESDAY NIGHT AND X/S THURSDAY NIGHT AND PROGRESSO ON SATURDAY NIGHT..WE SHOULD ALL GET TOGETHER..OH AND I MIGHT HAVE A GET TOGETHER AT MY CASA..SO IF YOU KNOW MY DIGITS..CALL ME UP...SEE YA'LL SOON

cleopatra_22 @ 2005-10-01T17:08:00

2005-10-01T22:24:51Z

ok so my boyfriend doesn't want me to post these pictures because he doesn't approve of them...and i say WHO GIVES A FUCK!!! i think everyone should be able to embrace their body. i know that i am not skinny but i am trying to work on that. so i say regardless if you are a size 0 or a size 16 or whatever...you're body is still beautiful and the most precious thing that you should cherish. god gave you that body so take advantage of it...u only live once!!!!

p.s. if i offended anybody i am sorry.... ;)

oh and here's one of me and my crazy friend samantha at the mall (i love her!!!)

caca

2005-09-29T12:50:47Z

ok here goes test #1 for mythology...wish me luck guys (i haven't even read for that stupid class)! hey you never know, maybe the lectures helped me out some!! oh here are my other test results:

algebre-->90
psychology-->90
biology-->B (i don't know the number grade)

well i think i did very well

pray for me please!!!!! :(

CRAZY!!!

2005-09-27T03:10:19Z

hey guys...i might go home again!!!! hahahaha...sry i can't live without my baby

my beautiful baby!!

2005-09-26T04:54:42Z

so now it's time for a memorable update. here are some pics i took while the love of my life was here. it was a lot of fun. when they got here saturday, we went to go eat at chili's and then we went to the new mall across the street from my school. that mall was badass!!! i loved it. then we dropped off the girls at the my chemical romance concert. it was so funny because joey and i had to walk to the mall from sunset station to but them disposable cameras (they didn't allow digital cameras). yea and then we left and went to a used cd store and ross (at a shopping center that i like). we then got some fast-food and chilled at my place. BUT FUCK I HADN'T READ YET...so my love and i went to barnes and nobles to "study". i actually read. how funny. and today we went to the movies (exorcism of emily rose) and then they left. that movie was freaky. so yea...i'll shut up now and left u see the pics...

having fun in my apartment (can't u tell?!)

apartment #2104 (in case anyone just show up)

look...u can see my school 4rm my apartment (sry its blurry)

my kitchen and mama in my bed

joey...asleep...again

ALL GAY!!

cecily and mel

mama and mel

I LOVE THAT BEAR!!!

cecily and I

Fuck!! i think he looks hot...

MAMA... i <3 u!!!

and that's it...just wait till 2 weeks from now!! LoL!!!

tear

2005-09-25T23:13:03Z

well this was a fun weekend!!! but joey just left...and i'm gonna cry for another 3 hours! why does this happen to me. i cry everytime he leaves. i can't help it. it hurts me. guys i miss him so much. even though we are still together it's not the same. i mean he can't walk me to class anymore, i'm not there to kiss him goodbye and tell him to have a good day. I LOVE HIM SO MUCH!! but it'll pay off; before i know it we'll be living together (and at each other's throats) and then we'll be married and having kids. GOD, WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME!! i really love this guy. i can't wait. i just need support right now. i need to relax and stop worrying. everything will be fine, i know it and joey knows it. thank you God for everything you've given me, i am truley, truely blessed...

mother fuckin' puta mamona....

2005-09-23T16:22:02Z

FUCK YOU HURRICANE RITA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'M SO PISSED. I FUCKING HAD TO DRAG A VACCUM ALL THE WAY TO MY APARTMENT FROM THE FUCKING HOUSING, THEN I HAD TO HURRY AND WASH CLOTHES (because they're gonna close everything at 5), SO I DID AND ONE OF MY FAVORITE BLACK SHIRTS GOT BLEACHED ON!!! NOOOO!!!!! ALL BECAUSE THAT STUPID HURRICANE, EVERYTHING IS CLOSING EARLY (INCLUDING THE LAUNDRY FACILITIES)!! SO NOW I HAVE TO RUSH MY ASS BEFORE 5 P.M. AND I HAVE CLASS IN 40 MINUTES AND....I WANNA GO HOME AND USE MY OWN WASHER...FOR FREE!!!! *CRYING*...DADDY....BUY ME A WASHER....PLEASE....
joey, my love, i hope you do come. i hope your mom doesn't back out at the last minute. i need you right now. i love you baby!

FUCK!!

2005-09-22T14:04:46Z

oh shit today's our anniversary..HAPPY ONE YEAR AND 3 MONTHS BABE (if you ever read it)!!! well i g2g to stupid mythology class...hey but u gotta love Zeus he was a true pimp...hahaha. food for thought

oh poop!! :)

2005-09-22T14:02:00Z

ok so here's the latest on Rita. it doesn't look too bad now. if it keeps going north it'll hit louisiana again (sry but i wanna see my fiance). i hope that happens. well anyway i checked online and they're not gonna cancel the concert. nope they said to dress "accordingly" sice its outside. looks like mel and her friend are gonna get...WET!!! hahaha so yeah compare this pic with last entry's and you'll see the difference....i hope

FUCKING HURRICANE!!!

2005-09-22T01:50:56Z

ok...so joey, melissa, mama, and karla are supposed to come over this weekend right? ok but that fucking hurricane might ruin things.. first of all on saturday its gonna rain like a mother fucker and the my chemical romance concert might be cancelled (don't know yet). not that i really care, but i know melissa is really looking foward to it (right sis?!) so yeah and i hope joey's mom (mama) doesn't get this crazy idea not to come. PLEASE U HAVE TO COME!!! it's not gonna hit here, its just gonna rain and maybe (just maybe) be a little windy. ok i'm just trying to soften the blow here guys (in case u didn't figure it out). FUCKING BITCHY, ASS HURRICANE FUCKING RITA!! what's going on with "mother earth" here. sry to many methephorical phrases from my mythology class that get stuck in my head (and the proper term is "Ge," but that's another story/lesson). oh and by the way tomorrow is 1 year and 3 months (we're in september right?!) sry i have a fucking headache, my stomachs been acting up, i'm really tired, and joey never stops calling!! oh but i love him. oh my friend jesse saw a picture of him and said "he's soooo cute!" awwww....i'm so proud of my gorditos. I LOVE HIM!!! so i guess that's it. i'd still like to bitch some more but i think u all know what i'm gonna say. i'll just leave a pretty picture for everyone to look at... right!!! fucking shithead hurrican...pinche suzia, mamona, cabrona.....

NIP/TUCK

2005-09-20T22:51:34Z

guys the season premiere is tonight at 9 p.m. for nip/tuck!!! U BETTER WATCH IT!!! shit i'm not gonna do my biology homework just so that i can watch it!!! ;) IT'S GONNA BE SOOOO GOOD!!! sry children under 17 there's a lot of pornographic material. LoL!! u can still watch it (just watch it in your room..trust me)!! Yeah mama used to get made at me for watching "that shit"--as she called it. hmmmm...funny considering that she's a nurse and sees a lot more than that at work. i dunno...the funny conceptions of the world...

well there it is...now if you want more u have to WATCH IT AT 9 P.M. TONIGHT... 9/20/05

oh pickles!

2005-09-19T16:59:07Z

oh ok. i know what i did wrong. i was erasing them from photobucket. U CAN'T do that!! LoL!!

cleopatra_22 @ 2005-09-19T11:50:00

2005-09-19T16:51:34Z

just wanna see if this shit works now!!!

thats's my dad

ok

2005-09-19T16:50:02Z

wha the hell?! where are my pictures. shit!! sry guys i have technical problems...

hi ho!

2005-09-19T16:09:29Z

hey guys just a little nervous...MY FIRST BILOGY TEST IN ABOUT 3 HOURS!!! yea just thought i'd post some pics since i haven't done that in a while

that's the ring that joey gave me!!

isn't he soooo cute?!

that's his cousin jaime...they are so gay..LoL!!

on our way to corpus

i dunno...i think i look cute here

it's anim guys...i think she's so chic and pretty

ok. we were washing clothes at my apartment and i got bored

ok so like my parents are buying a house in san antonio(ummm..i think its for my brother and i) but this is just the foundation. i know it looks small but its gonna be a nice house and its two-story. party or what?! hahahaha

ok that's albert (in case you didn't figure it out) and his girlfriend. she's pretty (i'm not gonna say anything else)

ok happy belated b-day TONY!! nice shirt!

ok i love the little mermaid..she's so pretty

well that's it...wish me luck on my test!!!!PLEASE PRAY FOR ME!!! :(

damn it!!!

2005-09-17T15:58:45Z

shit mom! she woke me up all early...at 10 A.M. and my friend texted me at 8 A.M...I HATE IT!!! i should just turn off my phone when i go to sleep. buti can't cuz joey and i fall asleep together on the phone. awww.... yea maybe that's why it's worked out so well...and i don't miss him as much as before. i mean i still do but i feel like he's still 5 minutes away. like u know...i don't know...i'm weird. oh and yesterday that putita lied to jaime and they were going all crazy. MARICELA U CAN'T DO THAT!!! HE'S GONNA FIND OUT WHERE U ARE!!! gosh i couldn't even lie to joey (maybe b/c i answered the phone when i was at the club) LoL! STUPID ME...but damn it was fun. oh and yesterday i was talking to one of my ex-b/f on AIM. (not on the phone...yet) he's changed a lot since we broke it off. i wish him the best...i really do. YES! my padres are gonna take me shopping right now..i'm so gonna splurge off my dad's credit card. what it's been a while since i got near the mall doors!! it has. so anyways just waiting for them to come. Damn i can't wait til i have a car...but its actually worked out that i don't have one. i be very distracted and not be doing my work. i mean i have to study and get into nursing school. its all work AND THEN play. that's how it works peeps. i mean i don't feel bad about not going out as much as other people cuz after all this then i be having all the fun. i mean i have to read ALOT!!! this is not an easy semester..i think i've prepared myself pretty good. and i hate when people invite me to go out and i can't go. it sux. but the weekends are pretty good. (except this weekend...must study for my bio test on monday). well got to beautify myself to go shopping. tah tah...laterz

i hate biology!!!! and I'M ENGAGED!!

2005-09-17T03:19:47Z

hey peeps...it's been a while...ummm i guess. i just came back 4rm eating with my padres. yea they came to visit me since my dad has to see some patients in the morning (in san antonio?) yup yup..crazy man but i love him to death. and mommy too. i'm not mad at them anymore. well, i was cuz i was supposed to go to vegas with a friend and they kinda told me not to go (i'm really spoiled). its a long story. i mean i got to go to vegas for my 16th b-day (for the hundreth time) but i love that city. i dunno how joey is gonna keep me happy when we're married. poor guy, it's gonna be a lot of work. but anyways there's this trip to egypt that my mythology profesor is gonna go to and he's inviting students. i might go. it's only like $2500. but that's a good price considering what will be provided. c/s I HATE BIOLOGY!! damn all of you that aren't in honors classes. i mean it's the same material but with this class it goes IN-DEPTH..like big time. but its all good. i have 2 tests on monday..wish me luck. oh and GREAT news. JOEY'S COMING NEXT WEEKEND!!!! :) well him and his mom and his sister and his sister's friend. i bought her tickets to the chemical romance concert (well she's gonna pay me back) they were only $25. so her and her friend are going. YOUR WELCOME LITTLE SIS! u know i love you. holla back at me. LoL! black people scare me!!! LoL. well not anymore...my roommate's black and SHE'S SO PRETTY. she wants to be a model..i hope she becomes one. so yea.. you'd think it be hard for joey and i to keep our relationship going but its rather easy. i mean sure we have to jack off more but.. j/j I LOVE HIM! oh and I'M ENGAGED!! yup yup. it was rather amazing. (for those of you that went to onofre's dinner i was wearing a ring). everyone loves the ring (it's not big or anything) but i do want a ring from tiffany's. later though. AND I WILL GET IT!!!
well i g2g...i have to study...FOR BIOLOGY!!!!!

update

2005-09-01T17:15:59Z

hey guys i just got this from my aunt who lives in arizona. my 2 year old cousin has downsyndrome (i dunno how to spell it) and i thought u all would like to know what children like him have to go through. and that there are worse things in life so don't take your life for granted!!!!
P.S. Cesar is my brother and he is currently in albany, new york and going to albany law school. yup that's right he's gonna be a lawyer head (hehehe). he's gonna fight all the injustices in the medical field and i plan to be there right beside him (as a nurse or doctor). Damn you people that abuse medicaid and medicare. and the hell with all of you that abuse OUR social security (*cough* -MEXICO-)

----> "So how it is with an empty nest? Feel strange? Are you enjoying it? Did everyone get off to school ok? Send me Cesar's contact info when you can please. We'll try to send a care package!

Jaymes will start a new therapy in October (assuming the insurance company approves it). It's called Vital Stim therapy and hopefully it will help him to stop aspirating thin liquids. You can get more information here: http://www.vitalstimtherapy.com We have hopes, but also understand it's no guarantee. Sometimes it works, sometimes it doesn't. It's pretty intensive - 4 times a week for 4 weeks. If it's going to work that should do it I guess. In the middle we'll have a modified barium swallow study done to check for cricopharyngeal dysfunction. If that shows up then we'll have to go through a procedure, a dilation, where they use a balloon to inflate the muscle. I understand from the feeding therapist that it isn't very comfortable to have done so say an extra prayer that we won't need it! At the end of the therapy we'll have another MBS done to see if he's made any progress. If we can coordinate the scheduling, we hope to start this the first week in October. After that (well, hopefully before that) he will also start seeing a new feeding therapist for some more oral motor stimulation. If you are keeping count, that's 5 therapists seen 6 times a week (OT/PT/SLT/FT - 1X per week; EI therapy - 2X per week). The early intervention (EI) therapy will end when he is 3 and transitions out of the early intervention program. If we can get accepted for long term care by the state the other therapies will continue until he no longer needs them. Thankfully, ALL of these are done at his day care so neither Jesus nor I have to take extra time off to transport him to and from. How other parents do that is completely beyond me! More power to them!

Other than that, he's doing great! He really likes his new classroom (2-3 year olds). They have a real bathroom in this room and have all sorts of trouble keeping Jaymes out of it! He LOVES to play in water - sinks, toilets, water fountains, pools, sprinklers - you name it! If it involves water, Jaymes loves it! He's keeping up pretty well with the other kids in the room. There is another little boy with DS in the room who's name is Julian. They have become very good buddies. He still doesn't talk yet, but will in time. The hope is that Jaymes will start imitating the other kids in the room and start verbalizing more. He signs really well - all done, Dad, Mom, water, milk, thank you, home, working, playing, dog, more. He just learned how to sign baby and bird as well. I suspect he knows a few others that we just don't understand yet. If you are doing something that you don't want Jaymes to start doing, don't let him see you! He imitates EVERYTHING (e.g. Daddy spitting, calling the dogs)!

Jesus and I are fine. Nothing exciting going on for us at the moment. Waiting for the end of summer.....waiting.....waiting.....you get the picture. We'll most likely head north for at least a night this weekend. Some cooler weather is in order.

Have to run. Will talk to you later. Love ya.

Corpus here i come!!!

2005-09-01T01:53:07Z

OMG!!! i'm gonna go to corpus for labor day weekend. i'm so thrilled. i think i really deserve this guys. i mean i've had my head stuck in books ever since the first day of class. and i still can't decide if i want to be a doctor or a nurse yet. it's tuff. oh and good news...i got a 100 on my first biology quiz. (and mind you it's an honors course)! yes i know im over-exaggerating! (maybe daddy will get me that 2006 saturn SKY that i want)! :) SPOILED? i think not. anyways i'm so excited about corpus. it's gonna be joey, jaime, maricela, and i. yea and i think we are all gonna get a room the first night. i'm so excited. yes i know what every1 is thinking "get over joey, he cheated on you." but there is something you all have to realize i cheated on him too (maybe not as bad but...) and i had it coming. i mean i did it to all my other boyfriends too (michael there's your payback) and i am a BIG flirt. i mean at work i pretty much knew all the guys (kinda more than friends), but at carmike that's how everybody is. i even went out with a very, very cute boy from work and yes joey found out (on prom night hehehe). and there's more like the 2 nights that i went clubbing and so on. i had it coming and why did it hurt so much if i knew i deserved it...that i will never figure out! i guess i thought i could get away with all the stuff i had done to other people. now i know how bad it hurts. but i've learned my lesson (i hope) "never be too forward with the opposite sex!" but damn J.J was SOOOOO CUTE. even the gay guys were jealous. now him i will always miss. J if your reading this CALL ME!! so anyways after my bio lab tomorrow i will be heading back to the valley for one beautiful night under joey's blankets. LoL! and no we won't have...well u know. my friend popped up this morning (awww shucks). we might just make out...

yea

2005-08-25T22:49:23Z

i'm not gonna post anything else about u anymore melissa. i just want u to now that i have way more class than u that's why i'm not doing anything. and in case u haven't realized people do care about my life. quit saying these things just to make yourself feel better. i DON"T CARE WHAT YOU DID WITH HIM!!! i did it to and it was a huge mistake on both our parts. and no i'm not ugly. ur stupid for saying that. like really u are. and besides you don't know how far he has gone for me. you'll never know. i don't care what u say!! i really don't. just let it go. i have. i'm on comenting so maybe it'll knock some sense into ur brain. and who said about waiting three years to do damage?... just get over it. ya it's OVER! let it go. good for you for moving on. really good for you. i wish i could have moved on from joey but i didn't. maybe it's his father keeping us together or something else. i dunno...

!!!!

2005-08-25T04:22:46Z

compliments of joey. u can thank him for his little commentary at the end!!! LoL!!

whatever lesbian

2005-08-25T00:03:35Z

ok THANKS ANDIE AND ALIMAH. oh class was great lima bean. want to go to the rec later? c/s... ok little putita. leave joey the fuck alone. yes we made our mistakes and we've moved past them. obviously he doesn't care about u. and get the hint when his sister is telling u off. if he wanted to talk to u he would answer your phone calls. and if u love him that's ur problem b/c he will never love you back. please...u think he'd drive 4 hours just to see u. I DON'T THINK SO!! well he did for me!! LoL. in your face slut. NOW GROW THE FUCK UP! there is more to life than one stupid mistake. and obviously ur not grown up enough to handle what i told u ( it's grown up talk). so butt the fuck out. and the only reason i'm responding back is so that u can realize how dumb your being. seriously there is more to joey than you saw. i don't think u could appreciate all of his flaws (b/c trust me there are A LOT)!!! you will never be able to have all that we have had and will have. NOW QUIT YOUR SHIT!!! i have a lot of power little girl. i come from a high place. anyone who knows me can tell you that. DON'T FUCK WITH ME!!! i can do so much damage you wouldn't even know where to pick up all the pieces. just b/c i'm 4 hours away doesn't mean that i can't take control of my own problems. oh please. well anyways i need to study so that i can become a doctor. let's see you do that in 3 years MELISSA. awwwww don't cry. it's ok that you'll never amount to anything.

and no i'm not proud of cheating on him. and no you are as ugly as you seem (inside and out).

oh no!

2005-08-24T04:23:45Z

---> guys i'm so nervous to start school tomorrow (can't u tell). well i hope i have no worries when i wake up (right). ok here goes. well....wish me luck

S.A.

2005-08-23T01:43:42Z

GO ROADRUNNERS!!!!! LoL.............

Orientation

2005-08-23T01:34:44Z

Ok that's my dad people. dosen't he look p.i.m.p?! LoL!

--->>>TODAY was CRAZY!!! i woke up at about 6:15 (i couldn't sleep and i figured i wake up my gordos 4 his first day of senior year.) AWWWWW.... yea yea. i'm so exhausted. oh and my parents have been calling me everyday like i miss them or something. i mean i do but not really. this transition has gone smoother than usual. i really, really love living by myself. i guess i was ready 4 it after all. (those of u that know me, know that i am totally independent). i guess my parents prepared me really well. i mean they DID!! I'M JUST SO TIRED!!! oh and my roommate is so BADASS! so far we have gotten along GREAT. (i think she's really into God though). but that's a good thing. i haven't heard her cuss since she got here. her name is Idotenyin but it's pronounced Endorian (say it the way it's spelled). yea her name is indian? i think that's what she said. but her first name is Charity (that's much easier). and goodie goodie she brought her car but the bad thing is that her birthday is in november (ummm i think she was a junior candidate). and it's funny...ever since the move i have been so responsible. it's not even funny! my roommmate doesn't even know deadline or anything and i DO! well whatever. i sound like such a nerd. well....fuck that! oh and sry guys it looks like i'm gonna go to corpus 4 labor day weekend (PARTY OR WHAT)! that was 4 u J.P. :) awwww.... i miss all my buddies at carmike (SHOUTOUT) LoL. j/j ok tired suck balls bitch